As I look at this thing I just realized that it's nearly been half a year since I have made a post. That's pretty embarrassing I have to say. I'm not embarrassed for keeping faithful readers at bay because it's not like anybody reads this anyway. I guess it's more of a feeling of loss at all the things that have happened in the past six months that would have been good to write about.
I've always been prone to do that. Get into writing, write a lot and then all of a sudden stop. Maybe it can be fixed later on in life. That is precisely what has happened this time. I hit a wall really, and I just haven't felt the same since. That's not vary important right now.
I'm just going to get it out, I just discovered that my best friend from elementary school is dating my high school crush. It feels very hollow to know this. I don't know what it means to me. The only thing that I can find that's certain is how truly ironic is that two different people that were close to me at very different times in my life are now in a relationship.
They say that it's a very small world and in some ways it is. What I think is that we just have very small lives.
